This one goes out to my dead homies, aka Megan.
It has been forever since I posted* and I won't lie. It makes me feel guilty.
*NOTE: See forever = 2 months
Back when I was living in Minnesota I had a funny idea for the start of September, that for a whole month/year/whatever I was going to take a picture of myself first thing in the morning and post that on here, and I would change this into a blog almost entirely focused on my bed head. For at least that period of time. Then I'd change it later when I felt inspired.
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School is going great!
Oh wait, you didn't know I was at school now? OK, fine, I'll rewind...
First I was at home for the seven week break which was quite fantastic! I got to hang out with lots of old, good friends, see some friends but NOT hang out with them, and even go on a fantastic date or two.
Now I'm out at school! (Refer to line #8)
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I have come to deal with the fact that when it comes to relationships I am probably the equivalent of a high school female...
I see something I like, I go for it, and I get stuck on it, no matter the outcome.
FOR INSTANCE!
I have liked quite a few girls over the last couple years, but I have really liked one most of all, and I am rather stuck on her and anyone else just kinda seems sub-par. I know it's a bad thing to do, but I do it anyway. I can't help it. Shut up.
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I felt genuine school-related stress for the first time the other day...
After a day of classes and seeing syllabusi (plural syllabus) I thought to myself, "Self, how are you going to do this?! You need to get a job, do well in school, AND get married? What were you thinking?" And then I went to sleep and woke up feeling great.
When I sleep lately I dream of the girl previously mentioned who I am stuck on, so I am able to feel refreshed and happy whenever I wake up. Even if to nasty alarms and such...
ANYWHO...
Ya, so life is good.
The only thing I can really be unhappy about right now (that's out of my control) is my calling as FHE Dad again...I dislike this calling, and yet I am once again placed in it. Apparently there is still a lesson for me to learn. HARUMPH.
I need to go on more dates. That's something I can control and would make me happier possibly.
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I am mucho sleepy...passing out now.
~Boy
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